I tried to get home in time for your send off today, Lil. You know why I couldn’t and that’s all that matters to me.
I’ll never forget young Lira. One time in particular. Not long after I moved from Sydney and meeting your family for the first time. Sent to your room but so defiant, you jump out your window, unwilling to be contained. I watched, confused and unable to digest what was happening when I saw your head run past another window heading towards the street haha no one could stop you. You were gonna do what you were gonna do. And… that, you did.
An older Lira reached out to me as I was preparing to leave with the Army. Sat on Mum and Dad’s front lawn in Worrigee and told me how she wanted to join the Navy. I was so passionate about it. I thought you would’ve been a great Seaman (yeah, you laugh now but that’s what you would’ve been haha). I didn’t know if you were serious or you were just stopping to yarn but I stopped to chat. And that chat lives rent free in my memory.
I leave Nowra and years later, I’m back for a bit of time. Me, you, Leesh, Jen… I don’t even remember the places we went or what we did but you were still struggle free. Every night out was a good night out. Even Jen was trouble free! Me… me too.
I leave and come back again. By now, your personal torment had begun. Your personal struggles, broke my heart. I didn’t know I’d walk in your shoes one day.
I could go on with so many great memories but, I’m not sure if I have a character limit lol
But yeah… We only spoke weeks ago. It’s like I haven’t processed it yet but, I’m broken like that. You’ll see. Talk to me sometime though. I’m telling you sista, I’m capable of hearing when I can tap in. Still learning but, try with me.
One last thing - You owe me $10. I lied when I said I didn’t have $50. I was worried it wasn’t really for fuel. Looking back, I believe it was. But lucky I didn’t send the fitty because who knew you’d never pay it back haha
Until next time, my friend. Never above you, never below you, always was and always will be… right beside you.
Thinking of you Allira and sending many heartfelt condolences to the Family- my heart goes out to you all for your loss. From mine to yours I wish you all love and healing. She was definitely one of a kind no one will ever forget that loud laugh it was definitely contagious.
XX
Allira, my memories of you. With your dailey visits to see me at work dancing in the windows (@jay jays) your contagious smile and laugh will forever be my memories of you. You left an impression everywhere you went you meet Sharon that worked with me and she even named her daughter after you. So happy laughing and that big beautiful smile. Rest easy Allira till we meet again x
Sending all my deepest condolences to all Alliras family at this time, she was one of a kind and her laugh was infectious and will never be forgotten! Love you sista, rest easy lil
So very sad to hear of your passing.
I had hoped you would find some peace in this life, perhaps now you can rest.
Sending heartfelt condolences to all who loved you. x
I wrote a poem for you.. I hope you like it Allira.
Another day tainted by the loss of a beautiful soul - a golden heart, I have so much that I wish I could say but my mind is racing and I don’t know where to start.
You went through so much in your not so long life, always battling through yet you managed to keep that smile.
Always laughing and joking around, you laugh was in infectious - i’ll never forget that sound.
You just wanted to make people happy around you, you didn’t want people to hurt or to be left feeling blue.
In a chaotic world you brought so much light, like a star in the night you shon so bright.
I’m gonna miss you just like I know many others will too, a town left in mourning due to the loss of you.
I know you wouldn’t want us to be sad and cry, but my heart hurts at the thought of saying goodbye.
So goodbye is something I refuse to say, instead i’ll see you when it’s my time - you can light the way.
Make sure you keep watch over your family - especially your baby girl, in this cruel harsh world Briah was your pearl.
I will always cherish the memories I had the pleasure to share with you, your warmth i’ll always remember - I hope you know that this is true.
Life was a battle - but you always made it through, now it’s time to rest easy - sit back and crack a brew.
Now let your spirit guide you for it will know the way, i’ll keep you in my thoughts tonight as I get down to pray.
Allira you were a beautiful young soul too soon to be gone and we are heartbroken to hear of your passing I would have to say a memory of you in your late teens would be when you let Jacinta and wynetta out make up in you and dressed you all girly you looked beautiful but this wasn't you your vibrant personality charm and sometimes wild ways were who you were and why we all loved you , you even moved to Canberra for a short time with us I had always hoped we would catch up again but I'm glad you kept in contact with our older girls sending our sincere condolences to Vicki Tony your beautiful daughter and all your family may you be at peace in the Dreamtime sweetheart ❤️
Love you my cousin. Here are some young photos of us, Ruby , you and myself. I cannot believe that you are gone ! atleast you are going to be partying up there with uncle willy and dad and pop.
thinking of you aunty vicki and uncle.
thinking of you Lira.
xox
Can't believe your gone Sista... Absolutely shattered I hope you rest in paradise gorgeous girl I'll see U again when its my time love and miss you more then the stars in the sky xoxox
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